Aborted Women: In Their Own Words

Won't be celebrating

by C. G.

In two weeks I would be giving birth to a healthy baby, but I'm not.

In two weeks my friends and family will be celebrating my birthday.

My due date was on my birthday. Why should I celebrate my birthday? How am I supposed to celebrate my birthday? I do not want to nor do I want anyone else to. I had no reason to do what I did. I'm married with a loving husband, a happy home with a 5 year old son, who had been told about the pregnacy and was excitedly expecting a baby brother or sister. It's fine and dandy if God can forgive me, I don't want or expect him to, but I cannot forgive me. And I won't, and every birthday that painfully goes by, I will not forgive myself.

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Posted 12 Sep 2000.